|sorry im not home right now...im walking in the spider webs
||[03 Jan 2005|05:24pm]
blllaaahhh....yeah thats all i have to say, i just did this so you'd comment
||[19 Dec 2004|09:04pm]
i felt like updating in this journal to let the people who dont have my new one know that i am having a christmas party on thursday...yes, thursday.and everyones invited...
so let me know if you want to come and ill check this journal
||[28 Nov 2004|08:07pm]
i regret to infrom you tha this will be my last entry in this journal...i got a new one...and ill tell you what it is if you make my friends list...it will only be a few people
||[28 Nov 2004|07:55pm]
i feel so good today, and i cant explain why
i went to andy's house today for like an hour, and we talked and stuff, and i gave him his aviators back...lol
...and my mom came out of the car and started talking to his dad about the "situation", and we were both like "OH NO!" and but then i was like "look, my mom's awsome. if anything, she'll get you out of any trouble you are in" my mom told his parents that andy's a good kid and he was telling the truth and stuff...so when i got back in the car i was like "so is andy in trouble" and my mom said "no his parents wanted to believe him they just didnt know if they could"...and i was like "mom, you're awsome"
the i came home and slept for a while, that felt good
im so glad this whole ordeal is over pretty much, except for paying the fines and stuff, but i dont really care about that...i almost have enough money
man, i am in just sucha good mood i dont know what im going to do with myself
||[27 Nov 2004|12:49am]
i dont know where to start
im extremly upset with everyone who was in my car who isnt andy...i dont know what to think...i was totally clueless to that...and if i had known it wouldnt have been allowed...i dont know what to think about them...
my dad is acting like he totally doesnt care about anything(good and bad)...my mom was way cool about it...but i havent told my step dad yet...my mom said we're only going to tell him about the ticket part...and nothing else...i love my mom...shes awsome
but otherwise today was fun...FFA is awsome...they were just a little too loud...the drummer is INSANE...i was sitting on the couch behind him and i was so scarred that a peice of stick would hit me but none did
well tomorrow i have to babysit...and make a lot of money hopefully
andy left his cool aviators in my car...they remind me of him...lol
||[26 Nov 2004|02:25am]
i had a dream that i died in my dream...isit truethat if youdie inyour dream you die in real life??
i have migirane and it woont let me sleep..but im going to try and sleep...
greg's party tomorrow...im excited...i have to get up wway early...in like a couple of hours...picking up andy, then greg and trevor...this should be interesting
CASEY!! I LOVE YOU...AND IM SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU...CALL ME AS SOON AS YOU CAN...I WISH I CULD JUST COME TO SEE YOU.
|ill be suprised if anyoone takes the time to fill this ouot about me
||[25 Nov 2004|04:47pm]
*WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
01. I cried:
02. I asked you to help:
03. I became suicidal:
04. I killed myself:
05. I died from natural causes:
06. I said I liked you:
07. I kissed you:
08. I started smoking:
09. I stole something:
10. I was hospitalized:
11. I ran away from home:
12. I got in a fight & you were there:
13. I kicked you in the nuts:
14. I streaked across campus:
15. I was in a porn video:
*WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY:
11. Choice of music:
15. Sex drive:
*WOULD YOU EVER:
01. Be my friend:
02. Tell me the truth, no matter what:
03. Lie to make me feel better:
04. Spread rumors about me:
05. Keep a secret if I told you one:
06. Loan me some cash:
07. Hold my hand:
08. Take a bullet for me:
09. Keep in touch:
10. Try to solve my problems:
11. Love me:
12. Do me:
01. Who are you?
02. Are we friends?
03. When & how did we meet?
04. How have I affected you?
05. What do you think of me?
06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
07. How long do you think we will be friends?
08. Do you love me?
09. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname & explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When was the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but you couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LJ & see what I have to say about you?
||[25 Nov 2004|04:26pm]
1. First best friend: trey ripma (he so hott now)
2. First car: dodge durango
3. First kiss: still waiting
4. First screen name: this one
5. First self purchased album: spice girls
6. First funeral: my bother micheal...i was 5
7. First pet: girbal...blacky
8. First piercing/tattoos: ears when i was 2 months
9. First Credit Card: i have and "express" store card
10. First enemy: bari levy
11. First big trip: vegas...6
1. Last cigarette: never
2. Last car ride: to my dads house
3. Last kiss: yeah...umm...never
4. Last good cry: a while ago
5. Last library book checked out: "of human bondage"
6. Last movie seen in theatres: saw
7. Last beverage drink: wine
8. Last food consumed: turkey
9. Last crush: justin
10. Last phone call: trevor
11. Last time showered: last night
12. Last shoes worn: ash's pink cons
13. Last item bought: three shirts
14. Last annoyance: boys
15. Last time wanting to die: couple days ago
16. Last time scolded: very long time ago
17. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: naa
1. The friend you first remember meeting: mike cidar
2. The funniest friend you know: mallory
3. The friend with the best hair: me
4. The friend who can always make you smile: casey, greg, ash, trev
5. The nicest friend: ashley
6. The most talented friend: most of my friends
7. The friend who would nt surprise you by converting to Judaism: greg
8. The friend most likely to be on SNL: mallory
9. The friend most likely to have a million kids: ash and greg
10. The most brilliant friend: me...eric mantz
11. The friend who has the most OCD: me and casey
12. The friend you would go on a nation wide road trip with: any oof them
13. The friend who is pokey to your gumby: trevor to greg
14. The friend you could be mugged with and still have a blast: ashley
15. The friend who would help you move 18 times: casey
16. The friend who would dance naked in a bar to distract onlookers from staring at you while you are crying because you were stood up..again: claudia
17. The friend most likely to dance naked with no impending circumstances: casey
18. The friend who you would binge and watch sap ass movies with until day break: ash
19. The friend who you would have sex with in a heartbeat: woah..a littletoo personal
20. The friend who understands you 24/7: ash
21: The friend who would look the best in a teal windsuit: any of the girls at school
22: The friend most likely to be a castaway on Survivor: what??
23: The friend most like you: ash, casey
24: The friend you don't think you could ever get sick of: ash
25: The friend most likely to look at this, groan, and throw it away: i dont know
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: yes...itsmy job
2. Smoked: never
3. Bungee jumped: not yet
4. Made yourself throw-up: nope
5. Skinny dipped: way long time ago
6. Been in love: not 'in" love...but loved someeone
7. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yeah
8. Pictured your crush naked: no
9. Seen your crush naked: my old crush..yeah
10. Cried when someone died: yeah.
11. Lied: who hasn't??
12. Fallen for your best friend: yeah
13. Been rejected: never asked
14. Rejected someone: havent had the chance to
15. Used someone: never
16. Done something you regret: nope
1. Do you do drugs: no
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: biolage
3. What are you most scared of: boys
4. Where do you want to get married: i dont knkow
5. What are you listening to right now: the used
6. How many buddies are online: i dont know
7. What would you change about your appearance: iin the process of changing everything
||[24 Nov 2004|04:16pm]
we had a half day today(haha to all you...minus claudia)
now for a fun-filled 4 day weekend...
tommorrow: turkey day!!! im going to my friend's house and i havent seen him in about a year...im excited!
friday: greg's party, hang out with casey, matt, and joe...and go to the movies with them...spending the nizzight at casey's
saturday: babysitting at night...cash
sunday: avalible...so, if anyone wants to do something that would be cool
i might go watch L.A.M.A. play today...sorry i missed the show last sunday..i was sick..but i wanted to go
||[23 Nov 2004|09:36pm]
do you wanna take me on?
yeah so i just listen to this amazing song written by gregory...and it made me cry, i probably would have cried harder if someone was singing it to me...
so im happy cause there's only like about 10 days left till the used and im dying to see them...
"i play piano in a rock band" -brittney
but its fun
||[21 Nov 2004|08:02pm]
i slept all day...so i decided to wake up and update a couple of times...
but since i did nothing, there's not really anything to update about
you're welcome trevor...i talked to my dad and he said he got them, and im also going to be at his house on the 11th...call me if you get bored...cause im def not going to school tommorrow
casey...do you mind getting my work for me this week?...ill talk to you abuot it
||[21 Nov 2004|07:35pm]
Thirteen Random Things You Love...
03) my friends
04) my guitar
09) not being sick
10) being loved
12) the mall
13) going on long car trips with my favorite people
01) ms congeniality
02) finding nemo
05) nepolian dynamite
06) mary popins
07) a walk to remember
09) ten things i hate about you
10) 1776(just kidding)
11) shall we dance?
12) cast away
Eleven Good Bands/Artists...
01) the used
03) leftover crack
04) anti flag
06) dead poetic
07) rise agianst
08) the distillers
10) the new epidemic(had to throw them in there)
11) bouncing souls
Ten Things About You... Physically:
02) cool hair
03) brown eyes...blah
05) sick (is that physical?)
06) 8 peirclings
07) big muscles...grr
08) striaght teeth...never had braces ::smiles:
09) short finger nails
10) small feet?
Nine Good Friends (in no particular order)...
Eight Favorite Foods/Drinks:
02) ice cream
04) diet coke
05) taco bell
Seven Things You Wear Daily:
Six Things That Annoy You...
01) people who dont like you for what you are
02) some people
04) people that chew with thier mouth open
05) WHEN THE DOORS ARE OPEN!
Five Things You Touch Everyday...
Four Shows You Watch...
01) a baby story
02) anything on vh1
03) laguna beach
04) pimp my ride
Three Celebrities You Have a Crush On...
01) dana carvey
02) freddie prince jr.
03) heath ledger
Two things you've done today
02) listen to music
One person you could spend the rest of your life with...
01) casey lea ferguson
||[20 Nov 2004|09:30pm]
well i found out i dont have a snus infection...just major allergies, and since tuesday night ive had a migraine and a bunch of joint pain and tiredness...so mother dearest says i have...MONO...how gey is that?...i probably wont be at school this week...
hey, ya know what?...only a short while till....bake sale=theused!!
so im tired and sick...i think im going to go throw up, and then go to bed...sounds like a plan
||[18 Nov 2004|07:51pm]
this febuary = boston = love!
i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!
||[18 Nov 2004|12:41pm]
I AM: trying
I WANT: to not grow up
I HAVE: almost everything i want
I WISH: i could be perfect
I HATE: a lot of things, but no people
I MISS: some people
I FEAR: my friends not being there
I HEAR: nothing
I SEARCH: for something to eat..im starving!
I WONDER: when ill get what i really want
I REGRET: nothing...i never regret anything
I ALWAYS: tell it like it is
I AM NOT: the best person
I DANCE: when no ones looking (a quote from something)
I SING: all the time
I CRY: when im depressed
I AM NOT ALWAYS: nice
I WRITE: in school
I WON: the game of life...not really just thought it would sound cool
I LOST: everything one time
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: some clothes that fit
I SHOULD: get a job
MY FATHER THINKS I AM: disrespectful, have no class, and doesnt want me
MY MOTHER THINKS I am: an angel
3 THINGS YOU'RE OFTEN COMPLIMENTED FOR:
2. pretty face (i dont know what they're thinking)
3. being the coolest girl (ashley)
I GET EMBARASSED WHEN: people say nice things to me
MAKES ME HAPPY: getting phone calls from old friends
UPSETS ME: thinking too much
YES OR NO
You keep a diary: no
You like to cook: depends on what mood im in
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
You're in love: not IN love
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: never
You bite your fingernails: always
You believe in love: sometimes
THE PRETTIEST FEMALE YOU KNOW: casey
THE PRETTIEST MALE YOU KNOW: justin
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: mallory, ashley
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: mike
THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: who's sexy?
YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS: greg, ashley, trevor, casey
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: greg, ashley
YOUR CRUSH? if i told it wouldn't be a crush
What is your most overused phrase on IM: ummm
Your best feature: hair
Take a shower everyday: naa
Think you know you've been in love: nope
Want to get married: i dont konw
Have any tattoos/where?: not yet...
Piercings/where?: plenty in my ears
Get motion sickness: nope
Think you're a health freak: yes
Get along with your parents: mom all the way...dad, naa
SCREEN NAMES: brit11887
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blackish brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blackiah brown, with chunky red highlights, and random blonde highlights
EYE COLOR: brown
NUMBER: 4, 6, 27
COLOR: clear, black
DAY: january 1st
SONG: the used...let it bleed
FOOD: cheese, ice cream, anything from taco bell
DRINK: deit coke
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? white
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no
GOTTEN SICK? yes
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: no
MISSED AN EX?: dont have any
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no
MISSED SOMEONE?: yes
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes
A - Age: 17
B - Boyfriend/girlfriend: naa
C - Chore you hate: dont do any
D - Dad's name: dave
E - Essential everyday item: food
F - Favorite actor/actress: dana carvey/natalee(sp) portman
G - Gold or silver: both
H - Hometown: palm beach, florida
I - Instruments you play: guitar, bass, drums (yeah right)
J - Job: maybe soon
K - Kids: no currently..haha
L - Living arrangements: something to my standards
M - Mother's name: Andrea
N - Number of people you've slept with: greg, ashley, casey (at the same time)haha...claudia, many people
O - Overnight hospital stays: when i was born
P - Phobia: failure
Q - Quote you like: no one ca make you feel inferior without your consent
R - Ride you have: whatever my parents let me take
S - Show you like: i havent watched tv in like a month
T - Time you wake up: 6:30
X - X-rays you've had: none
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: beets
Y - Yummy food you make: cookies!!
||[18 Nov 2004|12:31pm]
i miss these people...
i miss ashley: singing in my ghetto car, going to IHOP at 5 in the morn so we wouldn't go to sleep, "shortstack"...good times
i miss trevor: i used to think we were friends, but i feel like he hates me
i miss cluadia: i havent seen her in a really long time...i mean i already went through 2 hair styles without seeing her..haha
yeah so...i ish i had a camera to take a pic of me and show you all how cool i am now with my awsome hair...yeah its differnt again...there's chunky red highlights, with some random blonde highlights on my natural hair color...it looks so awsome
i didnt go to school today because i have this migraine that wont go away, but whatever...
im going to a convention fri, so i cant see anyone, but saturday night im free so let me know if you want to do anything
||[16 Nov 2004|11:08am]
want to know whats up....this is whats up
i gave blood today...a huge amount!...but i feel fine...except for the excrucating (sp)pain comming out of my arm now
i looked in the mirror today and i said to myself "wow..you dont lok half bad today, actually you look about three quaters good"...anyone can quote me on that...haha...but i really said it
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